LOST

Things happen with the most unfathomable reasons. Just as a kitten falls into my backyard a year after Cookie did. A year has passed, just too quickly. And just too quickly as well, she got pregnant. And just too quickly again, She lost it. The last time I asked her if she was well, on 8th june, to which she said both mother and baby are alive, only to discover at the doctor's the next day, that the foetus has been dead in her for about a week, and with that news I went for an evacuation of the uterus on 11th june. The baby was 11 weeks old.

She emailed me about her feelings. "So no pig baby for me, such a mixture of thoughts and feelings -- sadness, shock, loss, fear, but also relief, guilt."- never thought i would want a child or a family of this sort,,,but this experience has changed that.
- the other day when i was recuperating, donald asked if i could love two men, and i said yes, perhaps i've not let go or learnt to love deeply. please don't be angry with me anymore. - be well, s

Time has no feelings, it will just move on.