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15 nov 2003

A night at Centro (a local discoque)

S, E and myself met at Macpherson KoPiTiam for dinner and surprised them I eaten so much that they think I haven't eaten for days. We all heading Ninth Vine for a wine tasting, a winery from Aust. called Bird-In-Hand. Interesting wine however I like only the label deisgn. not my kind of wine.

We ended at the Ninth Vine early and wanted to visit Ikea to buy a foldable bed as Cherrie is coming to stay with me for a week, to save cost in her hotel she will be staying with me. I got a foldable bed for myself so that Cherrie can take my bed for a week.

Cherrie from Philppines, she was my ex-colleges from LSIA lecturing there. She come back to give some training on some software as she's working for a re-seller for Apple in Phillppines, I missed those time together with her...

E kept mentioning about going to canada, I wasn't very happy about their palns going there, I don't have much friends and when they go, I how? Of course can make more friends.. can mix around... they are the friends that been through with me alot with all my venture... be it business and lecturing .. also emotions.

We headed Ikea and met Max and Kim there. We ahd some food at the Cafe.. can't imagine eat again... and headed home after that... somehow we do not have the mood of going home but wanted so much to dance... we head to Centro instead.

77th Street was there at Centro doing a promotion, I met Elim, the owner of 77th Street and wish her well, music in Centro was lousy, but after deciding to buy two jars of vodka lime to make us feel high and E is not allow to drink much because he had to drive S home.

We had a great time dancing and screaming. and after that went back drop dead.

My head was spining the whole morning and woken by the alram, I remember I vomited two times last night. Prepare myself and went to the landary, do abit of packing for Cherrie's coming as she's using my room for a week. Went to the lanudary and head to the airport. I have to reach the airport at 11am and only found out when I was there that the plane will only touch down at 11.45am. Was reading the whole while and at last Cherrie walk out a nearly 1pm. Fectching her home, headed Chinatown for lunch a "quick" lunch and Cherrie miss eatint roast duck.. and once after lunch we have to head back home for a have a meeting with edwin and sally at home to go for another meeting with Fredrick with the Loban people. We have not got the homework done up to impress the loban guys, and I have to rush it out and Edwin and Sally was at home already. Feeling so guilty about it.. rushing back, done up the printing to show lodan the art work and rush to Loban where office was at Little India.... And Fredrick was late. Not forgetting my another last minute meeting with Peng Yam (Ninth Vine) at 6pm at the showroom. Had to rush there and Peng Yam wasn't there yet, we met and discussed about the work for December and have to rust them out by November by this month. Very rush work but kind of like it knowing that I have to be in the army for three weeks next month.

Went down to Orchard to collect a book at Kinokuniya for Cherrie's friend. Meeting Edwin and Sally there for dinner and wanted to view the Christmas lights. Cherrie was at Orchard Road too and we met to go home togehter. I told Cherrie that I have to leave her alone many night becasue I wil have meetings and also work to do. [Now that I realsied that I will not be able to work on Sundays' I will have to tell my clients that Monday Dateline is a no no for my next jobs.] Headed home after walking along the busy Orchard Road. I enjoyed myself but I think I am very tired and my hangover not very over yet, and also had a glass of wine with Peng Yam earlier. Head home and both Cherrie and myself drop dead till next morning.

My Prayer 16th November 2003
Hear my prayer, O LORD, and let my cry come unto thee. HIde not thy face from me in the day when I am in trouble; incline thine ear unto me: in the day when I call answer me speedily. Psalm 102:1-2

God grant us the blessings to be together: For She and myself is truely in love. Lord help us: Lord I will give up everything to serve you, Lord please grant us your wish to be together... live togehter... and in love forever. Pray this in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ. Amen!
I read my Bible once I got ready, Cherrie was still sleeping.

Sunday was interesting, I didn't attend church. I palnned to accompany Cherrie for a day, brought her to many places and we chat about ourselves, our life and I spoke nothing about "her". Went to Chinatown for our late Breakfast and late lunch.. walk abit and Cherrie bought some cloths and a sandles. spenting some time in Chinatown and knowing we haven't got much time.. head to Espande that it a must to visit when she's here in Singapore, rested in Espande library and had a cold coffee headed to citlink where Cherrie can do some emails in the cafe. I meet some old friends there at Pacific cafe and had a short chat. We pop into we temples today as Cherrie have not been there before, an indian temple and a chinese one with all the buring spining joy sticks hanging aorund. Nice to look at but the smke make me very uncomfortable. Got excited when we saw there was an chinese opera at the temple.

It was late and wanted to head to Basheer the book store, But I wasn't feeling that well as my mind kept thinking about her and she could leave my mind. Actually feeling lousy, message Adele telling her about my feelings and she's feeling the same... didn't message after that. We went back home after shopping for our dinner at the market place in Raffles City. Head home with a taxi and had a salet dinner prepared by Cherrie and try doing my work for awhoile but got sleepy.. rest and here I am writting this happenings,,,

Today, I woke at 6am by a night mare and try to pamper myself to seelp again and woke with another night mare at eight. Both different places but simlar dreams.. She was again there with me and kept telling me that shes' leaving me.. I messgaed her in the morning when woken and told her that I have night mares.. I needed encouragements but not heartless treatments.. I miss her so much.