Acceptance

Is it just me that my lovers do not stay with me more than 2 years, and how many more two years I have got. Many things that happens and many things that is "me" is never what I wanted and is never my choice. people around made the ME as me. Another excuses?

18 September 2005 7:46:10 AM GMT+08:00

This email talks about her feelings, acceptance or regrets. These are the promises. Please show me an answer to love.

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I miss you lots, "Me".
What are your feelings for me; do you want to love me for a lifetime?  Are you sure you can love me enough?
 
I go pass each day hoping that I'll miss you less and think of you less as I stay further away from you. ya, you'll tell me this is not the way human psychology works. : )
 
Things are slightly better now -- more settled this time round, ready to work,and might be doing some voluntary work.  Weather is still fine, like S'pore's.  Things are better between me and him now, still feels like buddy to me than a man I love, that's sad. Think he knows it too, said the other day "If things still don't work out after we've tried, no regrets."

He's happier now, and has come into acceptance. Guess this was what I'm here for.
 
You know, I'm not expecting anything from you, but I wish for you to be honest with me, as a friend as a lover, about your feelings and thoughts for us.  Even if my marriage doesn't work out, I'm not expecting us to work out. I don't like to jump into conclusions like this, and you know my nature - my belief is the world is out there.
 
Write to me, dear Me, She